I love to write. So much so, that I redid my original forum here, moved it to a new site and made it all about creative writing. If you're interested, just click on the image shown below and it should take you to the forum. Feel free to take a look around, join if you like . Its totally up to you. It doesn't matter if you're a novice at writing or if your brand new. Anyone is welcome to join. There's something for everyone!

I want to know when it got to the point that we talk about people by how they look in relation to size and weight and skin color? I mean seriously, don't these people have names. or find a better way to describe them than that heavy set woman or the black lady or that skinny little woman who needs to have her pants washed!!! I find it rude. And yes I've done it before and probably still will but how did it come to this. I mean honestly, don't you listen to yourself talk! Makes me want to smack them upside the head. Gah!! so frustrated with life currently like you wouldln't believe.

This is the third time I've tried to update my bLog!!!!!! Holy mother of god, this computer annoys the crap out of me!!!!! *grumbles* Here we go, Take Three:

I found this quote/saying on a facebook quiz about the Wizard of Oz:


I laughed hysterically at this. Hope you laughed as well. If you didn’t go find yourself a sense of humor. Then come back and reread it. and laugh. Otherwise I think you fail at life. sorry but you do.

So I found this message my u2u inbox on the one forum I joined and thought it was amazing to read early in the morning. [It was about 10am when I read it, so it counts.] About a story I've been writing.


So that was my good joy/news for the day. Gives me hope that I could actually be a writer. Instead of living in a cardboard box in a gutter in New York. Now granted it would a nicely decorated box complete with a shelf. And yes *nods* one of those big refrigerator boxes. Sturdy thing. Doesn’t keep the rain out though. lol.

Also, I made a creative writing forum. You all should go check it out! Its fabulous and amazing. and yea. /end ramble about forum

Linkage: Fic a little [sounds really dirty doesn't it? hehe]

I've gotten wise in writing this blog this time, I copy it each time I write something new and paste it into a word document. Hopefully this time I won't loose it again... because I dn't remember have of the things I went to write about the frist two times

Another thing I was told yesterday was that I should smile and be happy to please my dad!?! Who the hell says that! Seriously. I hate people! and relatives!!! well sometimes, hehe. Sorry but I'm not going to be overly happy and smiling just because someone tells me. Unless I was like on stage and acting. Sorry I'm not an overly giddy person. Hate people sometimes. I mean I can be overly excited and happy about certain things.

Oh well, whatever, I'm off to finish watching Miss Pettigrew Lives For A Day its really really funny. Very good directing in the first 30 minutes or so. I'm a fan. More later.

I've realized that my life is rather boring. and technology hates my guts. well blackboard. but that site hates everyone. I get to go to Ohio this coming weekend and watch all the excitement. I'll update on that later, especially if things go to hell. which I'm pretty sure they will. Bob the douchebag is going to be there with his blond, critch the bitch. I'll explain on that if need be.

Going along with the critch thing, I have a crick in my neck... which is totally not a segue but shut up. two days of sleeping in will entirely screw up your sleep schedule. and your neck bending ability. but I'm glad. because I slept in past 10am, for once in like a month. which sucks. oh and I got paid!!!!! only $300 for a month and a half [since May 14 or something] but whatever. I'll take it. grumbling. but yes.

Got a guilt trip today about why I don't want to drive. somebodys elses opinion but still. She said that it would be mean then I'd have to run around and be Errand Bitch [not in those exact words] Sorry not everyone has an urge to jump behind the wheel and drive. uhhhh.... sorry. I'll get there sooner or later. but driving with an 80 yr old, would drive me up a wall! which might sound a little mean. but I'm tired of being told what to do or how I should live my life!!!

This is why I want to move! honestly. to just get away from overbearing relatives. and yes I know they love me. whatever. I'm just fed up with it all. I still have no idea how to tell her about Ashley. which makes me feel bad, because her gram knows. Maybe I'm just scared and slightly wigging out about it. If you have any suggestions let me know. I think she may already know since ashley and I are constantly texting and talking on the phone to each other. then again my gram thinks you can't have a relationsihp with somebody when you can't see their face. I get that, but if you have a picture you can see them. you can hear. find comfort in their voice. and their thoughts. and I think you grow closer because you learn to trust and love the other person without everything else in the picture. I love that I'm six inches taller than her. or that she's the last person I hear before I fall asleep. Yes I'm a sap, but I love her, so leave it alone! hehe.

more later